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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
holding on to memories
fading as they fade.
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one year ago
never thought we'd end up this way.
fading as they fade.
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one year ago
never thought we'd end up this way.
CS™ at 7:29 AM
Monday, June 29, 2009
I don't know what I am doing.
please watch the video anyway.
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Me stupidity at its max
CS™ at 2:06 AM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
talk is cheap
and you don't really care
and you don't really care
CS™ at 7:07 AM
back to school tmr ... Don't dread it THAT much.
I'm a sinking ship
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what do you do at this very moment when I think of you
I'm a sinking ship
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what do you do at this very moment when I think of you
CS™ at 6:36 AM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
If a picture could paint a thousand words...
this would describe my feelings now. done with paint
:'(
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
When I saw you, you were like an iceberg.
I froze, and my heart sank.
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What it's become.
this would describe my feelings now. done with paint
:'(
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
When I saw you, you were like an iceberg.
I froze, and my heart sank.
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What it's become.
CS™ at 7:49 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
I didn't take note of the lyrics until now!
' I bet it's hearts all over the world tonight
with the love of their lives
who feel what I feel
when I'm with you'
:D
Language never fails to amaze me
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just to be with you
CS™ at 11:45 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
watched drag me to hell yesterday with yl, koi and rl. Walked out halfway =) best decision I made.
hmm.
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so weird
so hard
talking to you
hmm.
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so weird
so hard
talking to you
CS™ at 8:08 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
my favourite version =)
oh guess what. I didn't level maple today. heh. tmr. 85% hahaha.
nthing else to say since i'm insignificant and nobody cares. hmph.
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excluded
CS™ at 9:15 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
=(
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leave me behind with no trace.
CS™ at 8:55 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i'm having one to one chinese tuition now. But my teacher is doing my chinese homework :D So i'm slacking and she doesn't care. heheee.
Marcus Lee. A few flat notes but this was awhile ago. =) enjoy. everybody was crying for him aww.
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ladeda. :D
Marcus Lee. A few flat notes but this was awhile ago. =) enjoy. everybody was crying for him aww.
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ladeda. :D
CS™ at 8:17 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
hehe. no life chiong maple. from 74 to 77 today. haha 78 tmr then slack cause yl going chalet.
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Never had a dream come true
till the day that I met you
CS™ at 9:29 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
3.26 - 3.21 Never fails to make me smile. hmmm.
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oh well ~ wonder if we'll ever be the same.
CS™ at 8:32 AM
:D
Chionged maple life a no lifer today. lvl 70 - 74. haha. It was mad at 8pm. 2x exp event+ 2x exp card + 80% exp ring + 12% holy symbol.
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no life.
D:
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we had 251 kb worth of conversations in chatlogs last june. it's just 61kb nowww...
=( won't you come and fill this void
Chionged maple life a no lifer today. lvl 70 - 74. haha. It was mad at 8pm. 2x exp event+ 2x exp card + 80% exp ring + 12% holy symbol.
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no life.
D:
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we had 251 kb worth of conversations in chatlogs last june. it's just 61kb nowww...
=( won't you come and fill this void
CS™ at 8:16 AM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
HAHA just for laughs. SUPER FUNNY :D
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you can stand under my umbrella =)
CS™ at 8:06 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
TODAY IS A HIGH HIGH HIGH DAY.
SO I SHALL POST IN CAPS, BEAR WITH ME.
CELL WE PLAYED SOME FUNNY GAME. WHERE SOMEBODY WOULD CHOOSE A CATEGORY AND PEOPLE HAVE TO NAME STUFF FROM THAT CATEGORY.
EXAMPLE: COLOURS. RED, BLUE, GREEN. YOU GET THE POINT
WE MADE AMAZING NEW DISCOVERIES
AMELIA: (TOPIC WAS COUNTRIES) CALIFORNIA
RUTH: (TOPIC WAS BASKETBALL PLAYERS) MICHAEL JACKSON HAHAHA OMG
SOMEONE ELSE: (TOPIC WAS SOCCER PLAYERS) MICHAEL JORDAN LOL LOL LOL
OH AND SERVICE WAS FUNNNNNNAYE.
WHACK-A-WHACK-A-WHACKHAAAAA. HAHAHAHA.
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN
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SAVIOUR, WHAT CAN I SAY, WHAT CAN BE SUNG.
SO I SHALL POST IN CAPS, BEAR WITH ME.
CELL WE PLAYED SOME FUNNY GAME. WHERE SOMEBODY WOULD CHOOSE A CATEGORY AND PEOPLE HAVE TO NAME STUFF FROM THAT CATEGORY.
EXAMPLE: COLOURS. RED, BLUE, GREEN. YOU GET THE POINT
WE MADE AMAZING NEW DISCOVERIES
AMELIA: (TOPIC WAS COUNTRIES) CALIFORNIA
RUTH: (TOPIC WAS BASKETBALL PLAYERS) MICHAEL JACKSON HAHAHA OMG
SOMEONE ELSE: (TOPIC WAS SOCCER PLAYERS) MICHAEL JORDAN LOL LOL LOL
OH AND SERVICE WAS FUNNNNNNAYE.
WHACK-A-WHACK-A-WHACKHAAAAA. HAHAHAHA.
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN
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SAVIOUR, WHAT CAN I SAY, WHAT CAN BE SUNG.
CS™ at 9:37 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
today's a relatively happy day for no relative reason :D
oh well, I don't require a reason for happiness. =)
:)
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Love who you love!
oh well, I don't require a reason for happiness. =)
:)
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Love who you love!
CS™ at 9:41 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
self torture = 3hours straight of bejeweled blitz.
sigh I don't know what I'm trying to prove. self-worth? ._. continuing tmr though.
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So I can act like my whole life ain't going wrong
don't wanna spend another lonely night
praying for daylight.
sigh I don't know what I'm trying to prove. self-worth? ._. continuing tmr though.
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So I can act like my whole life ain't going wrong
don't wanna spend another lonely night
praying for daylight.
CS™ at 10:21 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
This is like a dream. One that will probably never come true.
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If I could just see you, everything will be alright.
CS™ at 9:06 AM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
I want to go to the beach and shout my lungs out
cause there's this feeling I can't explain so everything would just come out as 'aaaah'
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. =(
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cause there's this feeling I can't explain so everything would just come out as 'aaaah'
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. =(
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CS™ at 9:17 AM
I guess it all boils back down to faith.
where's mine.
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You turn your back and wonder why.
where's mine.
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You turn your back and wonder why.
CS™ at 7:38 AM
Friday, June 5, 2009
well, here's an inspirational video
I know the pictures are from Hercules but this isn't the disney version. This is the original by Michael Bolton.
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Some how I'll see it through. I can go the distance.
I know the pictures are from Hercules but this isn't the disney version. This is the original by Michael Bolton.
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Some how I'll see it through. I can go the distance.
CS™ at 10:14 PM
hoping you'll see this like now. okay whatever
to replace The Reason (refer to previous post) have fun. or not. sigh.
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All I can hear in the silence that remains, are the words I couldn't say.
to replace The Reason (refer to previous post) have fun. or not. sigh.
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All I can hear in the silence that remains, are the words I couldn't say.
CS™ at 9:10 AM
sometimes words can't describe feelings. And this would be what my feeling would look like if I tried to put it in words now:
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.
okay whatever. whatever... whatever.
'sigh' - this word is overused by me, but believe me it retains its significance. yes. sigh
was going to post MV of The Reason but it's not allowed in sg for some reason.
you pasteurise me. Pasteurise means heating and rapid cooling for those who don't know. and what it means here, go figure lit students or whatever.
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This time you can't be here to catch me when I fall. cause you're up that cliff.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.
okay whatever. whatever... whatever.
'sigh' - this word is overused by me, but believe me it retains its significance. yes. sigh
was going to post MV of The Reason but it's not allowed in sg for some reason.
you pasteurise me. Pasteurise means heating and rapid cooling for those who don't know. and what it means here, go figure lit students or whatever.
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This time you can't be here to catch me when I fall. cause you're up that cliff.
CS™ at 8:46 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
I can't take this much longer.
CS™ at 9:55 AM